Building self-esteem in any classroom is a never ending, sometimes daunting task. Every year a large portion of my students enter fifth grade with a low self-image of themselves as people, or themselves as students. An even larger percentage of that group has become conditioned to view school as a negative.
As a teacher my main focus has always been on raising my students’ awareness of themselves, especially within the group mentioned above. Learning new concepts can be difficult, unlearning negative conditioning is even harder.
A performance based grading system is commonly used in school districts across the nation. Students who do well on classwork, quizzes, or tests receive a letter grade. This communicates to the teachers, students, administrators, and parents how well or how poorly a student is doing. This practice is as true in my class as any other. The only difference is…I do not put as much focus or importance on what a grade is, as I do to when I put a grade in my grade book. Grading papers does not mean that I put those grades in my book automatically. Grading is my way of seeing what or how well the class (As a whole) comprehends a subject. If all do well…the grades go in. If there are mistakes/errors…I revisit, reteach, and then reevaluate.
Being self-contained allows me the luxury of time. I am not constrained to teaching what I can before my students change classes. I can take an extra ten minutes, or half hour to continue teaching any day I feel it is necessary. My daily schedule is extremely flexible regarding this.
When introducing a new subject, we (My class and I) always begin with discussion. I explain my expectations, and always tell the kids that they each will have this mastered before we are through. After finding out what the kids already know, I begin to model, and informally assess concept attainment throughout the lesson. We soon begin to try. I give them a practice worksheet or problems on the board. Independently the kids try to apply what they have learned using pencil and paper. When all are finished, we then (Whole group) assess answers and/or solutions. We analyze all answers, pointing out mistakes, and how to correct them. I emphasize always that carelessness is something that plagues us all. To this end I encourage my students to find the mistakes, or careless errors, and then discuss strategies to lessen the frequency of these errors.
My goal…for every lesson…has always been that 100% of my kids will ace what ever work is in front of them. If it is discovered that one or more have achieved less than 100%, we begin again. Another power lesson is demonstrated, and we all try again. Without fail, each subsequent try reveals more of my class achieving success. Only until all have attained the concept do we stop and move on to another subject. NONE of the practices, none of the trying is put into my grade book. This would completely defeat the purpose of my kids who took a bit longer to understand how to perform with success.
The next day…we begin again with the previous day’s subject/lesson. Retention is always higher the second day. After practicing, I let my kids know that it is time to celebrate, and I hand out the assessment (Assessment meaning classwork, a quiz, or a test -whatever applies) that will go in my grade book. Grades are always good, and self-esteem rises!
I follow the pacing guides for fifth grade. I have never been ahead of anyone, and I admit that I am frequently behind, but never more than a week or two. I give the same assessments the other fifth grade teachers do. My quizzes and classwork are both self-generated, and per our curriculum guidelines.
I do not test or quiz until I know all of my kids are ready. I have always taken it personally if even one of my students does poorly. In my mind doing poorly does not mean that there is something wrong with the student (s), it means that my lesson was not effective enough for all! The challenge should always be to reach all students. If we begin a lesson, and end it with a worksheet that will show what the kids have learned, only to find that most have done well…my genuine feeling is that I have failed some of my students. This has never been good enough for me. We keep going until everyone comprehends.
Working with individuals is key also. During any classwork time, there is great opportunity to work with individual students, or small groups. Leading a student down a path is how it always begins, with the eventuality of that student taking the lead; finding their own way to concept attainment. There is no greater moment for a child in school then when something clicks, and he/she understands a math concept or how to find the direct object in a sentence…especially when these subjects have always seemed too difficult to understand. Self-esteem soars.
Throughout the first marking period, fifth graders have a great deal to learn. I use this precious time to teach all of my expectations, instill trust, and guide my students onto their own individual paths to academic success. When a student proves to him/herself that they CAN do something, everything else is cake! Some students are certainly more gifted in one area than another, but…all students can learn all subjects in time, and with effort.